26 January, 2009

NoT sO nOrMaL dAy

~Today~

Reached work at 8:30am, woooohhhhhh thats early for me, but NORMAL

I sat myself, logged on my PC, checked my mails, got my meeting requests in place >>NORMAL

Loads of people around me, talking about Football and what they did during the weekend, gals giggling well other gals...NOT me >>NORMAL

I again put my HEAD down, ignored the existence of any conversation/s or anyone for that matter and continued with my work >>NORMAL (for today and may be for couple of more days...)

the day then just paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassed >>NORMAL

and then finally the clock ticked 4:55pm (thank God 4 that!!!) and slipped off my Formal Shoes, put on my NIKE...said my GoodByes and jogged towards the train Stations >>NORMAL

Caught up with Hans in the train and exchanged some "I told you so..." Stories about our husbands >>Exciting but NORMAL

Reached home but just before unlocking the main door, I paused in the corridor >>NORMAL

Sound of the keys and unlocking of door is a massive cue for Mu, she comes running with her small steps and sometimes I feel she almost glides and then makes this loud shrill followed by her cute giggles and calls out to me MmmmUuuuuuuuuMMmmAaaaaa >> NORMAL

I gather her in my arms, we do this quick dance number, laugh and then Mummu goes about doing her things ...like runs back towards the TV and if there is a song playing she starts dancing...cute steps...>> NORMAL

I look at the living room its a mess...you can find everything on the floor...breakfast, lunch, snacks, vegetables, onions, water, dusters lying in the centre of the room...all the kitchen drawers open and the contents spilling out...>> NORMAL

Noisy place thats how my home is...a Place where slipping and tripping are quite likely if you don't watch out for the smallest of small and biggest of big toys and ofcourse the water>> VERY NORMAL

I unlock the door and wait for couple of minutes >> NORMAL

I still waaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttttttttttttt....No noise No movement...

I stare at the EMPTY house...even the floor is clear and clean...my Su and Mummu have gone to India for couple of dayz...and have left behind such a QqqqqqqqqqUIET and clean place >> so DAMN abnormal...

14 November, 2008

The Firsts...

I was the First to kiss Mummu...


but I wasnt the First one to hold her...Su was and then mum and then couple of my friends and then my bro...and then the nurses...



and ya the first time she really really shrieked and let out her hunger cries I was the first one to reach out to her...



The first hour after her birth was amazing...cos I still didn't have my first proper look of my lil baby...and I kept wondering to myself "who does she look like??"




The first time I held her...its only then I realised what the phrase "Missed a heart-beat meant"...

Luckily, I wasn't the first one to clean her poooh :) but ya I was the first one she peeeeedddddddd on and I know now so very well what "It feels so warm" meant...

The very first time she decided to smile...I recorded that...and I knew what "Twinkle in the eye" meant

The very first time I and Su decided to wake mummu up (instead of letting her sleep all through the morning) she gave us both a beautiful smile and then opened her eyes...and I knew what "A beautiful Smile" meant

The first time mummu decided to eat the oranges on her own...and I knew "Life would never be the same" meant

and the very first time she hugged me back and I knew what "Life feels so C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E" meant