That too gals.
Just got news from Kavita that she delivered a baby Girl (3rd Feb) yesterday night. It was C-section
Last to Last month a similar message from Aruna, delivered Baby Girl on 29th Dec, C-section again. Just the very next day, got a message some lady in the team delivered Baby Girl on 30th Dec, C-section again.
Jeez, its soon going to be my turn, n I sure want to change the trend, as far as the C-section goes, no matter how trendy or smart the techniques have become I just don't want to be cut open. Sorry Koshi Baby, but mumma feels very strongly about it and is $hit scared of needles and knives, so please please do something about it. Something like somersaulting (Babies are so good at it). Last week the check-ups were great and the way the doc said "Baby's head is finally locked", you won't believe Koshi Baby, I was so relieved and I RE-LIVED (in the actual sense of the word). In our 36 weeks now, We went for our regular check-up n there the doc said "I am not sure if the baby's head is locked". Jeez Koshi, when I said "Babies are good at somersaulting" I meant just somersault once, "fix urself" and just stay there baby. Know what I mean??
Here's my shortest and first letter to you baby:
Baby Koshi,
Head down, Sweetie, Head down Please. :)
Luv
Mumma
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03 February, 2011
04 January, 2011
Fear Factor
Fear can factor so much in ones life.
Like, the fear of darkness, that fear prevents you to get up in the middle of the night, walk upto the washroom and pee.
Like, the fear of falling down, prevents you from taking a leap.
Like, the fear of losing someone, makes you overprotective.
I have been engulfed by all these fears and believe me some ridiculous ones too (ridiculous to others and pretty serious to me...like a life n death situation). The fear of losing someone, especially your baby is quite overwhelming. These past 7 months this fear has taken a toll on the best (I would like to think that way) of my blogging abilities and prevented me from writing about the most important highlights of 2010, our new baby.
What altered my thoughts and helped me a wee bit in overcoming this hurdle were 2 blogs I came across.
One, was a blog that a mum had dedicated to her 19 year old daughter (whom she lost to an illness). The positivity thats conveyed in the blog can only be understood once you read it.
The 2nd, is the blog written by the daughter (a month or so before she passed away) so vivacious so lively, I felt like I was talking to someone, to a friend, I guess.
The 2 blogs are so overpowering and I have decided, I will not let my fear of losing my baby, stop me from writing about him/her.
Like, the fear of darkness, that fear prevents you to get up in the middle of the night, walk upto the washroom and pee.
Like, the fear of falling down, prevents you from taking a leap.
Like, the fear of losing someone, makes you overprotective.
I have been engulfed by all these fears and believe me some ridiculous ones too (ridiculous to others and pretty serious to me...like a life n death situation). The fear of losing someone, especially your baby is quite overwhelming. These past 7 months this fear has taken a toll on the best (I would like to think that way) of my blogging abilities and prevented me from writing about the most important highlights of 2010, our new baby.
What altered my thoughts and helped me a wee bit in overcoming this hurdle were 2 blogs I came across.
One, was a blog that a mum had dedicated to her 19 year old daughter (whom she lost to an illness). The positivity thats conveyed in the blog can only be understood once you read it.
The 2nd, is the blog written by the daughter (a month or so before she passed away) so vivacious so lively, I felt like I was talking to someone, to a friend, I guess.
The 2 blogs are so overpowering and I have decided, I will not let my fear of losing my baby, stop me from writing about him/her.
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